What a year… none of us would have thought we would have found ourselves in a pandemic.
My year has also taken a new turn as now I am coming out of our third national lockdown expecting another baby!
I guess for me, I have known for a long time I want more than just one child, but after having Leo and putting my career temporarily on hold, it was a question of when.
I even wrote a list of pros and cons before we started trying again for baby number two, which sounds a bit focused, but it really helped me to overcome some of my worries. These were things like, how will Leo find a new baby, am I ready to go through pregnancy again, will I have to reduce my workload?
The biggest question on my mind was my fertility and had my endometrosis progressed?
It took us a while again this time, and every failed attempt left me feeling more and more concerned. I still have that doctors voice in my head telling me I probably won’t be able to have children. I think thats really irresponsible.
So I am ready for a new adventure, my EMDR therapy I had after having Leo has set me up for this pregnancy and I have to say I feel far less anxious this time around.
So follow me on my next adventure!
